Poor him.

" Give me a chance to love you, will you?" Jayden asked her. Kylie and Jayden started being acquaintance, slowly, they  become great friends which shared every small little things of their life. Kylie's past was once a playgirl, but that's the only thing that Jayden was kept mum of. Something bad happened to Kylie which may cause her to not see the world for a period of time. Jayden was then having a strong feeling of affection towards her, he asked for her heart for once, Kylie simply agreed as she thought of enjoying the last few days before the 'bad dream' arrive. They become a couple since then. Miracles happened to Kylie, she was freed from the 'dream'. They become a happier couple as time passes. On their first date, Jayden bought her a stalk of rose, which represent one-and-only. They took a lot of pictures of memories as they meet up each time. One fine day, Kylie decided to have a break-up, nobody knows what was happening to her, including the bestfriend or hers. Train of thoughts were going through Jayden's mind, but his unfailing love is still always there. During the period together, Jayden was the one who gave in a lot to make this relationship a successful one. He tried all ways to keep Kylie's heart, but now, he shouldn't have high hopes of patching up, isn't it? Kylie left him without a reasonable goodbye, and Jayden the unfailing lovely boy, still wait and wait, love and love. After a few years, he's still waiting for a return of Kylie's. Poor him.

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I loved before and I had been loved.

What happens when someone you love hurts you? What happens when someone loves you? What happens when you’re confused with your own feelings? Lastly, what happens when the person who hurts you, loves you?

You woke up to find the other side of the bed empty, with no one. You sighed, it is a daily routine. You were always alone, although you are married. Well, forced marriage. You began to tidy up the bed. You went out to the living room, no notes on the table or anything. You showered and went out to have your breakfast. You were always bored stiff at home, so you decided to shop around. When you reached home, you were greeted by a question “where have you been all day?” Your husband, Zack, asked. “I… I went out to shop around.” You meekly replied. “Whatever, it’s none of my business anyway.” He headed for the door, “where are you going?” You asked. “Who are you to ask me?” He retorted and slammed the door hard enough for you to flinch.

You slump onto the couch and tried hard not to cry. He had not showed you any concern, at all. Always those mean words that hurt you like a dagger pierced through your heart. You were tired from all these but what can you do? You love him, too much to stop loving. After so much brooding, you did your daily stuffs and headed to bed. Every day, Zack would come home late and leave early in the morning. Sometimes you wonder, was it because of you? Does he detest you so much? There is no love in this marriage, not really. Only one sided love from you. No matter how bad or mean he treated you, you didn’t give up because you believed that he’ll feel your love, one day.

One day you were out for grocery shopping. You were listening to the radio with your earpiece, blasting the volume. Heading for the road, you didn’t hear a car horning. Before you knew it, you were unconscious. Waking up with a hint of dizziness, you groaned. “Hey you’re awake! I’m going to call for the doctor.” A guy wearing a cap said and rushed outside of the room. The doctor said that you’re to stay under observation for 2 days. “You are…?” You asked the guy with the cap. “Oh, I’m John. I’m the driver who almost knocked you down.” He said with his head looking down. “I’m Susan. I guessed it’s my fault for not paying attention to the road.” You smiled a little. “Erm, do you need me to contact your family members?” He asked and you immediately said no. “I… I don’t want to worry them.” You said meekly. He just nodded, not pressing any further.

Zack was welcome by an empty house. “Susan.” He called out but no one answered. He began to call you but the ringtone was heard in the bedroom. He had no ways to find you and he’s getting worried. “Why am I getting so anxious for her? If she doesn’t want to come home, don’t then.” He said to himself and proceeds to bed.

These 2 days, John had been staying by your side and also both of you had become closer. You were packing your stuff as you were discharged from the hospital; John came in and helped you. “I shall fetch you home, in case you were not paying any attention again.” He tried to joke. “Well, okay.” Upon reaching your house, just when you get out of the car you saw Zack coming out. “Where have you been?” He asked you harshly. “I… My friend needed help as she was sick so I stayed at her house. Sorry for not informing you beforehand.” John was at the side wondering why you did not tell Zack that you were in the hospital. “Then who’s that guy?” Zack asked. You looked back to see John looking questionably at you. “He, he is my friend’s brother. He just wanted to fetch me home.” You said, not daring to look at John anymore. “Whatever pack the house. It’s messy after 2 days.” “Okay.” You answered meekly as Zack walked off. You were about to head inside your house when, “Who is he Susan? Why don’t you dare to tell him the truth?” John asked, feeling anger upon seeing how Zack treated you and how you were so weak in front of him. “You don’t understand…” “Yes, I don’t understand. So I want you to explain to me.” You turned around to see him in front of you. “I… I…” You struggled to say but your tears are falling. He raised his hand to wipe the tears off your cheek, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t yell at you. I… just…” You buried your head against his chest, crying all your frustrations out. He just stood there, comforting you.

Both of you were sitting on the bench of the park, enjoying the warm breeze. You knew that John wanted to know what’s going on badly, so you decided to tell him, everything. “I’m married.” You stated simply. “But, there’s no ring on your finger!” He exclaimed, feeling shocked. “It’s a forced marriage actually. But unlike those in dramas, I actually love him. He doesn’t feel the same though. He was unhappy; he said that I’m not worthy to wear the wedding ring. I’ll never have any love from him. He’s out flirting with other women, but I can’t do anything even if I know it. I’m weak and worthless.” You said as your tears were threatening to fall again. “Why don’t you divorce?” He asked softly. “I can’t… Bear to do it. I love him, and I’ll never stop.”

Since then, both of you had been hanging out more often. In the afternoon, you two will hang out in the park. John had been treating you nicely too. He showed you care when no one else were there for you. Till one day, “Do you want to eat ice cream?” John asked you. “Alright!” You said happily. “So that’s where you’ve been.” A voice that makes your hair on your neck stood up. You slowly turned to the voice, and there stood Zack with another woman. You began to stand up and John followed suit. “No, Zack. I… I can explain.” “There’s nothing to explain, you being with another guy when you’re supposed to be at home.” John protectively stood in front of you and said to Zack, “What about you? You’re supposed to be at home with your wife and yet you’re here, with another woman.” “It’s none of your business.” Zack replied rudely while the woman beside him was standing with an arrogant look. “It’s my business now because I love her.” John stated. You stood still out of shock. Zack chuckled without humor, “look. Being a married woman, you have another guy to love you. What’s so good about you? He must be blind.” He said, looking straight at you. You could feel your tears filling your eyes. Zack turned back to walk away with the woman beside him, leaving you and John. “Hey, Susan. You okay? Just ignore that jerk.” John tried to console you.

Zack left to a club and began to drink his heart out. He didn’t know why he is so upset just because that John admitted that he loves you. Was he jealous? No, couldn’t be. He tried to convince himself that he loves Susan not. But it seems that his heart is protesting. Whenever he is with Susan, he would try to be cold and mysterious. He didn’t want to let Susan know more about him. Its better this way, he thought. But, his heart is crying out, I love you to Susan…

After crying, there’s only dead silence between you and John. The sun is setting, you decided to leave. “It’s getting darker, I should go back now.” You said quietly, getting up to leave. “Wait.” John said and you stopped at your track without looking back at him. “I know you must be shock of my confession today. I didn’t want to tell you because I know you still love him…” “Stop! Stop saying… Zack’s right. You should love another girl instead. Why me? I’m worthless, a trash.” You kneeled onto the floor crying. What did you do to deserve such pain? You were sick and tired of everything. You could not hold on much longer anymore. It hurts emotional pains. John went forward to hug you, quietly sobbing with you.

After a long day, you lay down on your bed. Closing your eyes, you remembered how John cried with you. He was always there, never giving you up. Even though you still love Zack, he said that he would wait. Out of the sudden, the door bang. You were startled but you knew Zack was home. You quickly turned to your sides and pretended to sleep. Zack walked till he’s in front of you and caress your face. You lightly shivered from his touch. “You know, Susan… I always loved you, but… I’m a chicken. I don’t dare to admit so I would cover it up by hurting you. I’m sorry.” He said softly and went to shower. After he went off, your face was filled with tears. Why must you tell me everything now? Why is my feeling wavering?

You went off to a hotel to stay as you need to have a clear mind. You were frustrated with all of these dramas going on. Your cellphone is ringing every single time so you decided you switch it off. After two days of no troubles, you were totally replenished. It seems like you had no troubles at all but now, you know you have to make a decision that would change your life.

As John could not contact you, he thought Zack did something to you. He went to your house and knocked. When no one answered, he almost knock the whole door down till, “hey! What are you doing to my house!” Zack who just came back shouted. “Where is Susan?” John demanded. “I don’t know.” Zack shrugged. “I’m here.” You said, appearing behind both of them. “Where did you go to? I call you many times!” John said. “I’m here, because I want to make a decision.” You said with 100 percent of seriousness. Both of them waited for you to start. “Thank you Zack, for letting me love you. I’m happy to be your wife, even though there’s no true love between us.” “No Susan, it’s not true. I love you, but I…” You shake your head. “It’s already too late. John, thank you for being such a good friend, always. I’m sorry, I can’t return the feelings.” You looked at him apologetically. “I hope 3 of us would remain friends as I’m going to start on my new life.”

I loved before and I had been loved. It’s enough for me because I need no dramas already.

Written by: http://theonlydrug.blogspot.com

Ps/ It's a little off, I guess.

Cruelest fact is that I still love you.

I’ve cried for countless times, I’ve waited for very long, I’ve tried calling, I’ve tried all ways to find him, but he has not appeared. I could only see him through the television, him being interviewed. For these 2 months, I’m sick and tired of it. Was I being used as a spare toy? I don’t know if there’s love anymore. It’s always me loving him and not him loving me. Even if he does love me, I don’t feel it. I’m going to end this once and for all.

I watched today’s news. They said that he came back from business. I looked at my phone, no calls or texts. He is a business man, a very successful one. Our relationship has been kept as a secret as he didn’t want paparazzi to follow me everywhere. I didn’t mind if our relationship is public or not, but is he that busy to not find me at all? This shall be the end, I thought as I wrote a letter.

Dear Ken,

Maybe by the time you’ve read this letter, you won’t be seeing me anymore. At least, I hope you won’t be. I’m happy for everything we had gone through for the first 3 months but these 2 months I really could not stand it anymore. Where’ve you been? I’ve been trying all means to contact you to no avail. Do you want a break up? Why can’t you just say it in my face? Why must you hide around, to hurt me even more? I’m sorry. It’s draining my energy to love you. Find a better person who can love you more than me. Waiting for you, is like forever.

Love,

Charlotte.

My tears were uncontrollably rolling down my cheeks. Our 5 months relationship is going to end like this? I packed everything he had given me into a box, putting the letter inside too. Once I have reached his house, I placed the box outside the doorstep. I rang the doorbell 3 times and quickly went home. I quickly packed everything I need into my luggage and also quickly booked a ticket to Australia, for the time being. I needed to get everything out of my mind for now. As I was fumbling with the door lock, “you really gave up on me?” I dropped my keys when I heard him. I slowly turned around to face him; his beautiful features never failed to stun me. I continued to stare at his beautiful eyes. “I know what I did was wrong, I really do. Please, give me – no give us a chance again. Will you?” Without me knowing, I started to cry again. “No… No, please. Leave me alone will you?” “Why? I’m sorry, I… My manager says that I’ve spent too much time on relationship and I began to neglect my company so I… I” “So you decided to hurt me instead?!” I shouted.

I continued as he kept quiet. “Was everything just a dream? Did you know, how much time I’ve spent finding you. You could have told me… You could have told me everything! But no, you chose to run away. Leaving me heartbroken. I’m tired really. Loving you is like loving someone who would never love me back! It’s always me struggling to love you, not you trying your best to show me love…” “No, you’re wrong. I really lo-..” “STOP. Don’t say it… You know, overall… What hurts me the most?” I chuckled darkly. “Cruelest fact of all, I still love you.”

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Broken promise.

John exclaimed, " I love you, can we be together? " " Obviously no? You still don't know me well, " Fion replied. John met Fion in facebook, they both then had an awesome conversation over the net. Due to Fion's boredness, she suggested to have a talk over the phone as she finds it more interesting. On the same night, John confessed his love, you may find it odd, that that's really what happen. Fion didn't accept it as they don't know each other well. But Fion told John something that kept him waiting, " 100days, " she said.That's the promise they made to each other. Phone calls everynight was common for them as John promised it, and silly Fion, she would be the one looking forward to everyone of them. Gradually, John made a lot of excuses to not have the phone call also also show her lots of cold shoulder.
Many things were happening to Fion then. Falling sick, friendship failures, poor results and so on. Her only wish at that time was John to care,  but that small little wish was crumpled by him too. Then, Fion got to know a new hot guy in her school. Although he's one year younger, there's many things different about him. He's much more mature then other guys too. They both became great friends and then, Amos confessed to her too. Without any considerations, she accepted it. They appeared to be loving, but deep inside Fion's heart, there's still John. She thought having a new boyfriend would made John jealous, but it didn't turn out that way.
After a few days, John and phone had a chat over the phone, as Fion recieved a sudden call from him. She was shocked but happy. He still speaks words of care, like drinking more water and things. But on that morning, Fion found out that he's attached too. So, the promise between both was broken.
Still, Fion still love John, and she's wondering if John's the same too. Can you give her a good answer? But she left the conversation with a last sentence, saying: I'm still holding on to the promise we made.

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Ice princess.

I didn’t know how I changed, how I built this cold piece of barrier around me… Just when I thought I had gotten over him, I realized that I had not, not until someone else came around and helped me…
I walked in the school hallway which was always filled with people. People started to give way when they saw it was me till someone grabbed my wrist and turned me around. “What the hell are-“ I turned around just to see my boyfriend, I mean not exactly boyfriend, Keith. Before I could speak, he exploded into a rush of colourful words. “What the heck were you thinking? Cheating behind my back? Do you think I’m stupid?! You this freaking bitch, thinking that you are superb huh?” He spat those words at me. The whole hallway turned silent, so quiet that even if a pin drops, you could hear it clearly. I smiled sarcastically back at him and flung my wrist off his hold. “What do you think mister? Before you dated me, you should already know my reputation in this school, but you chose to ignore it. So whose fault is it? Is it mine? Don’t say as if like I’m the only one in wrong here. Don’t think I don’t know what the hell you were doing when you were dating me. You, flirting with the ladies in the club, lying to me that you’re busy. Don’t think I’m stupid. Think before you try to blame anything on me. Besides, our love is only a game. You knew it, so don’t act as if I belong to you and only you.” With the last word, I spun on my heels and walked off, leaving him in shock and nothing to say.
Are you asking me what’s happening? Well, in this school people are scared of me. Just say the name Jasmine and people would be scared, being girl or boy. I’ve the power to kick them out of the school as my dad is the major stockholder in the school. Whatever I do, he doesn’t care as long as I don’t get into major trouble. People called me the ‘ice princess’ and it wasn’t for nothing. I sighed, that idiot totally ruined my mood for the whole day. I turned around and went back home, not caring if the teacher does report to my father or not. I locked myself in the room, a flood of memories went through me as I thought about that Keith had said, “Cheating behind my back? ...”
[Flashback] I was holding hands with Dan while walking home. We enjoyed the comfortable silence around us and I thought I was the happiest girl on earth. Just as we reached my doorstep, I asked him “Do you want to come in?” He shakes his head no, “I’ve something on later on, shall pop in later in the evening.” He grinned my favourite smile at me. He gave me a kiss on the cheek and walked away. I went back into my room and changed to comfortable clothes. Just then my best friend, Jennie, called me. “Hey Jas, are you free now?” I thought about it, since Dan wouldn’t be here till evening. “Yeah, till evening. Why?” “I’m really bored, come to the park nearby please?” “Sure, in 10 minutes.” I packed the stuff I need and headed down to the nearby park where Jennie and I always hang out.
Jennie and I sat at the swing for god knows how long. We chatted about many stuff, mostly about relationships and life. Just then, we heard giggling and laughter behind. We turned around just to face a few trees. “Dan! Stop it, it’s ticklish.” I heard a girl said, the voice is awfully familiar. Dan? No, it couldn’t be. Not my Dan… My doubts were cleared when Jennie and I inched closer to the voice, just to see Dan, MY Dan, kissing the girl I had always hated, Wendy. She’s the snobbiest bitch in my school, often looking down on people, including me. Both of them turned around when Jennie shouted, “What the hell are you doing with Wendy?!” Dan immediately pushed Wendy away and tried to hold my hands, “Jasmine! It’s not what you think. It’s Wendy; she tried to kiss me first!” “What? You’re blaming on me? You’re the one who said that you loved me and you were just playing with her!” Wendy shrieked as she pointed at me. “What?” The word came out as soft as a whisper. “No Jasmine, listen to me.” I really could not think clearly now. I turned and ran away; I didn’t care if it was Jennie or Dan who was shouting for me. I just could not think straight right now.
While I ran, things were starting to get into my head. Dan and Wendy, Dan cheating on me, Dan playing on me, Dan loved Wendy. Why? Oh god. I immediately stopped running when I started to choke on the air. Or was it tears? I started to gasp and cry. Sitting down on the pavement, I didn’t care how I looked now. So all those happiness I had before was fake, nothing was real at all. It was all a dream, a nightmare. Dan caught up with me; he slowed down his steps as he walked towards me. Kneeling down before me, he tried to hold my arm when I flung it off before he could even touch it. “Don’t touch me.” I said with anger in my voice. He was stunned, his hand in mid air before trying to hold me again. “Don’t freaking touch me with your dirty hands.” I said through my gritted teeth as I looked at him. His eyes were unreadable. I stood up and he followed me. I started walking to my house and he was following me behind. I finally could not stand it; I turned around and gave him a slap. “So everything was fake after all? All those hugs, kisses, loves that we shared. It doesn’t matter to you does it?!” I shouted as tears started to fall from the corner of my eyes. His fingers rose to wipe the tears away from my face and I quickly took a step back. “Don’t. Don’t ever come near me.” I quickly ran into my house and shut the door harshly behind me, leaning on the door; I sat down on the floor and cried my heart out. I could hear Dan apologizing behind the door but at that time, I seriously don’t care. [End of flashback]
I woke up due to my alarm’s ringing, I fell asleep. I touched my face, it was wet. Was I crying? I shrugged it off and went to prepare. Reaching school, people started to avoid me as usual and no, I didn’t see the Keith again. I lay my head on the table as soon as I reached the classroom. When did I feel so exhausted? Students began to fill the classroom and the bell rang just when the teacher came in. I sat up a little straighter, I don’t disrespect my teachers. Well, not always. “Ahem. Class, we have a new transfer student today. Come in please.” I paid no attention to what the teacher said; I looked out to the window beside me, enjoying the scenery. “Hello. My name is Dan.” Dan? Dan? It was like something triggered me, I immediately stood up from my desk. Everyone’s eyes were at me but at that moment, I simply didn’t care. My eyes fix on the person in front, even he was shocked and I was right, it really is Dan. Looking at him made me think about my past, my gullible self and I hate it, a lot. I swiftly walked out of the classroom, not caring what everyone is thinking. I went to the girl’s bathroom that no one would go to. Why? Why is he here? I tried so hard to leave everything behind, but then he came after me. It’s like a nightmare that keeps haunting me, leaving me with no oxygen.
[Flashback] I immediately threw everything, all my belongings into the luggage. I called my parents and told them that I want to leave here. They came home immediately and asked me what happen. I cried, telling them that I want to leave desperately. They knew what happened and decided not to ask me for fear that I would break down again. I called Jennie and told her that I’m sorry, she understood. She said that we could still keep in touch with each other through the internet. That’s why I love her, she understood everything. There, I leave everything behind. All my memories and I swore never to be that pathetic silly girl ever again. [End of flashback]
Now he’s back? I’m lost. I don’t know what to do. How could I face him? Looking at him reminds me of how he cheated on me, reminds me of our love. No, there’s no love at all. It’s all lies. Just because he came back doesn’t mean that I am weak. I’m independent now and I won’t let him crumpled everything I’ve done. I looked at my reflection, I don’t recognize myself anymore. There seems to be no display of emotion on my face. Well, this is for the best isn’t it? No emotions mean no sadness and pain.
After don’t know how long of time I spent in the girl’s bathroom, I walked out. I’ve thought on how I would react if I see him. Just when I turned to a corner, I walked into someone. I was about to curse when I look at the person. I was speechless. Dan, standing there looking at me with emotions that I could not describe in his eyes. He’s looking perfect as always, he smiled at me and said “Hey Jasmine, long time no see.” His smile is one of the things that made me love him. Wait, what am I thinking about? Jasmine! This person is the one who cheated on you and yet he’s pretending that nothing has happened? I quickly composed myself and walked off after giving him a cold look. I keep telling myself not to turn back. I quickly walked out from his sight and went to my next class. This isn’t as easy as I thought. A few days passed by like this, with me trying to avoid Dan. I didn’t know why but I just couldn’t face him. It was another brand new day and there’s a rumor about a new hot guy coming in our school. I didn’t bother about the rumors; it was the usual whenever a new student is coming, “Hello everyone, I’m Nathaniel. I just came back from an overseas trip. Please guide me along.” He was… Cute. His eyes seem to be smiling and he looks fit and muscular. “Alright Nathaniel, go and take a seat beside Jasmine.” I didn’t bother to raise my hand as it’s clearly that the vacant seat is beside me and thus, I’m Jasmine. He walked towards the seat beside me and turned to me, “hello.” I looked briefly at him and nodded then I faced outside the window again. From then, we didn’t bother with each other.
After class, I swiftly walked out of the classroom till I bumped into someone. “Ouch!” That person said. “Sorry… Not.” I said as I looked up to see the person that I never wanted to see again. I began to walk away till he grabbed my arm. “What happen? Why have you changed?” He asked me. He still dares to ask? “Let me go. Now.” I said it through my gritted teeth. I struggled to get out of his hold but he kept on tightening his grip around my arm. Just when I was about to shout, another arm came and pulled my arm away from his grasp. “Touch her one more time and you’ll get it.” That voice said. I looked up to see my savior, Nathaniel. He seems different… Dangerous, but dangerously cute. “Who are you to her?” Dan asked. He seems to be taunting Nathaniel. Yeah. Who is Nathaniel to me? Why is he helping me when I’ve treated him coldly? “I am someone… special to her.” My eyes widened in shocked. Special? Dan looked at me to see if what Nathaniel is saying the truth but, I was being dragged away.
We sat at the side of the pool, looking at swimmers swimming. “Thank you… For helping me just now.” “No problem.” We kept quiet, not knowing what to say. “Err, aren’t you going to ask me anything?” “You will tell me, if you want to.” He’s different from any kind of guys I knew before. Dan, even if you don’t feel like telling him, he’ll force you to. “He… He is Dan. I’ve dated him before but… But he cheated on me.” My tears were threatening to fall. “I thought… I thought that we would last. I thought everything we shared were real. But no, it’s all a dream. Too good to be true.” I couldn’t hold it any longer, my tears spilled onto my cheeks. I didn’t know why I told him everything. Could he be, someone special to me? He lightly pushed my head on his shoulder, and wraps his arm around my shoulder, comforting me.
We became very close soon after and Dan stopped talking to me. Nathaniel didn’t tell everyone my secrets. Because of him, my cold barrier I’ve built to protect myself broke and shattered. I stopped being bitchy to everyone and instead, I’ve friends now. I walked into the school, seeing couples everywhere. Today it’s Valentine’s Day. I opened my locker to find roses and chocolates. I took out the shiny light blue card at the side. It says ‘if you could, please meet me now at the rooftop. I’m waiting for you, ever. –Love.’ It didn’t say who it is from, so I decided to go and find out.
After climbing few flights of stairs, I’m exhausted. I opened the door to the rooftop way, to see a guy’s back. “Hey, you’re…?” I asked. He turned around and surprised me. It’s Nathaniel! “Nathaniel? What are you doing here? Wait, are you the one who sent me the card?” I eyed him suspiciously. He began to walk towards me. “I know that you have a sad history before but, I’m different. I’m not like him who would break your heart. I would treasure you, more than anything. I can ensure you that all this is not a dream. Its reality, real, the truth. Would you… Would you be my girlfriend?” I was stunned for the moment. “Answer please?” He said. “Oh erm. I…” Would he be like Dan? No, he would not. He’s different from Dan. “I would.” He broke into a smile and hugged me. I never thought I could love again, but now. I know, Nathaniel had my heart forever.

Written by: http://theonlydrug.blogspot.com

Why do you steal my heart when you've no intention of keeping it?

" I thought you would be mine one day ," Jane told Ben. Both of them started being friends since 3years ago. Nevertheless, they will have endless things to talk about throughout the night almost everyday. They continued this for a month. As time goes by, their daily chat were getting lesser and lesser. But silly Jane, she still kept on waiting for a miracle, she believed, this would prove her love towards Ben. For once, Ben texted her asking if she wanted to have a talk over the phone. Jane agreed delightfully. Their conversation lasted for quite a long time. As usual, Ben would be @ there singing Jane's favorite song. This routine was repeated over the years, which is obviously, Ben treating Jane hot and cold. Jane knew, deep inside her heart, things were happening too fast, falling in love with him was a wrong choice. She tried to keep herself occupied with things since then. Till now, she's still waiting and waiting, loving and missing.

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A nice picture isn't the work of a the photographer, but the picture itself is what's beautiful.

" Once upon a time, life was a roller coaster ride, felt like no one cared, and someone, no one give a damn, somehow everything sucked so much. " Said the  girl to the boy. The boy wasn't happy, he cared for the girl so damn much, he was just too afraid afraid of rejection.

Once day, she was sitting in the park all alone, reading, crying. The boy came with the camera, took a picture of her and she got a shock. She said, " Why did you take a picture of me? Please delete it, " The boy was looking at the picture, he smiled then said, " Why are you crying, why are you alone?" The girl started rubbing her tears off her eyes and said, " Oh, I'm waiting for someone, why are you here?" The boy thought again, he then replied with a smile, " I was taking pictures of nature, hardly anyone would understand. People are always on the net, dont you agree? People are always lying about themselves, who they are, that they dont come out and look at the world outside. Do you know that when I wake up, I always have funny hair standing up? And when i'm happy, I stamp my feel and dance around. When i'm sad, I stone at a corner. "  The gril just lisened and asked, " Why are you telling me all this? " The boy said, " I'm being different, I'm skipping all the cheap lies so that you'll the real me, so that you'd love me for who I'm. " The girl was taken aback, she was shock and asked, " Do you love me ? " The boy instantly lit up and said yes. She took his camera and said, " This is a nice picture. " The boy said, " A nice picture isn't the work of a the photographer, but the picture itself is what's beautiful. "

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